Sunday, 18 October 2020

Pre task of E.A.Poe

 

Hello friends,


Evil isn’t easy. Say what you will about history’s monsters, they had to overcome a lot of powerful neural wiring to commit the crimes they did. The human brain is coded for compassion, for guilt, for a kind of empathic pain that causes the person inflicting harm to feel a degree of suffering that is in many ways as intense as what the victim is experiencing.


Can murderers be considered to be either mad or bad?

 

However, the split between faulty individual and faulty society, whilst offering an explanation for some murders, is in general too simplistic. There is a 'reflexive' relationship between social factors and the individual's constitution.


Some people are able to control anger or frustration and channel these feelings to nondestructive outlets. People are often confronted with feelings of disappointment, frustration and anger as they interact with government officials, co-workers, family and even fellow commuters. Most can control their actions to the extent that relatively few of these interactions end in violence.


This blog will help you to get my ideas towards criminal and suicidal accidents.


This blog is submitted to Dr. Jay Maheta as a part of learning Edgar Paw and his short-stories. Greatfull thanks to him for providing this oppertunity to share my experience with.



(01) Explore AUTHENTIC print, electronic and social media, filter through various incidents that have happened in last 06 months or so.




 

(02) Narrow down your focus to the news headlines of horrible, gruesome and shocking crime stories. (murder, suicide, brutal violence, perversity, terrorism, domestic conflicts, animal abuse and so on).








(03) Note down your first impressions while they met your eyes. What thoughts they generated in you? What possible abyss of human mind did you observe that  you can even try to fathom?


Millions of accidents, suicide and other terrible incidents occur probably at every minute. If one has felt accident, also might have felt a kind of horror and terror within. It includes some of the interesting points are shock, trouble believing it really happened, anger, nervousness or worry, fear or uneasiness, guilt.


There is a subtle difference between normal feelings after an accident and feelings that are too strong!


Sometimes it results into overwhelming feelings which go away over time. Sometimes those feelings don’t go away or they become stronger. They can change the way I think and act. Strong feelings that stay with me for a long time and get in the way of everyday life and these all are signs of traumatic stress.


It can be any incident which leads me towards traumatic stress.This could include rape, assault, a terrorist attack, a different car wreck, or a natural disaster and the most important is, it can just news of newspaper and still affects my psyche.


Sometimes to listen an accident of suicide  can trigger anxiety or depression. In this situation, what I normally feels is,


1.I don’t start to feel better as time passes.

2.I have ongoing difficulty with eating or sleeping.

3.My feelings begin to disrupt your daily life.

4.I want to escape but to where is greater task and leads me towards the anxiety, can we ever escape or if yes, from where to where! 

5.I begin to think about hurting myself or others and sometimes losses my tempor too yet not reacts.


Additionally in these points I would like to share my reactions and attitudes towards the deaths I have seen closely before my eyes.


I am afraid of what to say after someone has suffered a tragedy. Even if there is natural death it can't be accepted naturally. I have sawn a person breathing finally at the very last breathe and then breathing stops! Even rightnow when I am writing this it punches me. It brings stroam to my memory and pain. 


It certainly be overwhelmed knowing I can’t take the pain away. However,  I try not to let this prevent me from reaching out. I starts thinking as I don’t need to solve this drastic happenings problems and accidents —I just need to show my care. Again question raises is that towards whom?! Care to myself or of others!? 


What I hate during this uncertainties is that, even if I don't react or say a single word, my psyche demages the person for me in my head. Sometimes it looks like a piece of glass has broken and can never get same as before.


Thus, it results into inability to extract enjoyment from everyday activities. Withdrawal from social events and human contact. Mood swings ranging from anger to frustration to guilt!


I hope this question doesn't come across as selfish- I know I am only tangentially related to the situation and that the pain others closer are feeling must be enormous.


There always question remains in my mind, Should I be reevaluating all my memories of these kinds of incidents and trying to change my view of ?!


Thank you.





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